The Phantom Scan

My bimonthly clinical trial appointment is this coming week. I typically fly from Seattle to Denver on Sunday, have my labs and scan on Monday, see my doctor Tuesday, and fly home Wednesday.  Scanxiety has a new twist for me this time around. I discovered late Friday that Monday’s scan doesn’t exist in the University of Colorado Hospital’s online schedule. Of course, it was too late in the day to contact anybody at the cancer center … continue reading

EPatients on the Front Lines: Precision Medicine, the FDA, and Me

On February 19, 2015, I was an invited patient advocate speaker at the 11th Annual Moores Cancer Center Industry/Academia Translational Oncology Symposium. My topic, “EPatients on the Front Lines:  Precision Medicine, the FDA, and Me,” explained how cancer research could move faster and be more successful if researchers, pharmaceutical companies, and the biotech industry would collaborate with patients early in the trial design process.

You can see my slides here:

Edit May 7, 2015:  UCSD posted the video of my speech

Here’s the text of the speech, along with the links on the slides.

# Slide Speech
1 Title Thank you for inviting me to speak to you today.  I’m going to share a view of precision medicine from the patient’s perspective.  If I seem a bit tense, blame it on the PET scan I’ll have 4 days from now.  I’ll post the speech on my blog tomorrow, so you don’t have to take notes.
2 Genome Scarf This is the legacy of an epatient.  It’s a genome scarf. It represents the chromosome 18 base pair sequence of colonrectal cancer patient Jay Lake.  Jay was a prolific science fiction author and my friend. http://maryrobinettekowal.com/journal/jay-lake-genome-scarf/
3 Genome Scarf and Jay pic Jay was example of an epatient:  a patient who is Equipped, Engaged, Empowered, and Enabled, whether or not they’re online. In 2011, after several surgeries and chemo regimens, Jay was running out of options.  Friends told him about genomic sequencing and helped him research clinical trials. The science fiction community crowdsourced the funding to sequence and analyze Jay’s personal and cancer genomes. Jay shared his data with NIH researchers for his immunotherapy trial, and with Harvard’s open-source Personal Genome Project.  http://www.youcaring.com/medical-fundraiser/sequence-a-science-fiction-writer/38705
4 My journey-Diagnosis Like Jay, I’ve pursued cutting-edge scientific research in hopes of living longer with metastatic cancer. I was diagnosed with Stage 3a non-small cell lung cancer in May 2011.  I never smoked anything – except a salmon.
5 My Journey-Progression 1 After a month’s delay to treat pneumonia, I had concurrent chemo and radiation. My primary tumor and lymph nodes all responded. Two months later, a PET scan found a new hotspot on my collarbone. A biopsy confirmed my cancer had progressed.  Since I had severe radiation pneumonitis, my oncologist recommended a break from treatment. In the next three months, I grew a 3-inch mass on my collarbone.
6 My Journey-Progression 2 I had more chemo, followed by more radiation. A new scan showed all the known tumors were gone or dead. BUT … I had two new tumors in my other lung.  I now had metastatic lung cancer. Whenever I stopped treatment, I had a new tumor within two months.  My oncologist told me I would be on chemo for the rest of my life.
7 My journey-Patient as Participant However, I wasn’t just a recipient of care. The information I learned in the Inspire online lung cancer community enabled me to become an interactive participant.  From other epatients, I learned to ask for my data, including radiology and pathology reports.  I also learned more extensive molecular testing was available at other facilities, and arranged to have my slides sent to the University of Colorado Hospital for a 10-oncogene panel. Unfortunately, all tests were negative.
8 My Journey-ROS1 & Trial Here’s where the tone of my story changes.  An online patient told me I fit the profile of patients who had the ROS1 translocation–relatively young, adenocarcinoma, neversmoker, triple negative for the most common mutations.  He sent me the journal article of early trial results.  After my second progression, I contacted University of Colorado again, and learned they had recently developed a ROS1 test.  I gave permission to use my remaining slides.  When I learned my cancer was ROS1 positive, I enrolled in the crizotinib trial in Colorado.
9 My journey-NED Thanks to precision medicine and the online lung cancer community, I’ve had  No Evidence of Disease for over two years. I’m not cured, but life is relatively normal for now–if you ignore the scanxiety every 8 weeks.  I chose to enroll in a trial for treatment in hopes of better option than chemo forever.
10 Smart Patient LC Trials Chart Epatients are very interested in the treatment options available in precision medicine trials, but sometimes we have trouble finding the right ones. New trial finders–like this format created with input from epatients–can help patients find the right treatment at the right time. http://www.smartpatients.com/lung-cancer/trials
11 Purpose of Clinical Trial For clinicians, researchers, pharmaceutical firms, and industry, clinical trials are scientific experiments.  For epatients, clinical trials are treatment. Clinical trials are hope. By collaborating with epatients early in the design process, clinical trials not only can recruit more patients–they also move cancer research forward in ways that are meaningful to patients. Here are some examples.
12 Life Raft Group One of the earliest examples of patient involvement in clinical trial design comes from the Life Raft Group.  In the year 2000, gastrointestinal stromal tumor patients involved in the early Gleevec trials began sharing their experiences online in ACOR. Now Life Raft Group has the largest patient-generated clinical database in the world, and is driving research on GIST genome sequencing and drug screening.  http://liferaftgroup.org/
13 LMS Direct Research Foundation Another example of patient-driven research is the Leiomyosarcoma Direct Research Foundation.  LMS is very rare–only 4 people in 1 million have it.  In 2004, over 800 of those patients were members of an ACOR online support group.  One group member read a journal article about a GIST molecular study, and emailed the researcher to ask “What would you need to study LMS?” The answer was “tissue samples”  Patients recruited 500 donors from the online group, collected  slides from clinics, deidentified them, and gave them to the researcher. The Stanford lab has since identified several molecular subtypes of LMS as well as potential drug targets, and published nine journal articles in its first four years.  Key elements of this successful research collaboration were a motivated online patient network and a researcher who listened to those patients and trusted them as collaborators. http://www.lmsdr.org/stanfordu.php
14 TLS protocol crowdsourcing Technology is providing new ways to incorporate the patient voice.  In December 2012, the FDA cleared an Investigational New Drug Application (IND) for a multiple sclerosis therapy.  What’s remarkable is that the clinical trial protocol was the first ever developed with the aid of global crowdsourcing. That helped define primary and secondary endpoints, inclusion/exclusion criteria, and remote monitoring strategies for tracking patients.  http://dev.transparencyls.com/
15 ALCMI Young Lung Study 1 Patient networks and online technologies are also driving research for the most deadly cancer: lung cancer.   Currently 3-6 thousand newly-diagnosed lung cancer patients in the USA are under the age of 40, typically athletic never smokers.  The patient-founded Addario Lung Cancer Medical Institute designed a study of the somatic and germline mutations that might be driving the cancer in these young patients. The study is unique in that it allows patients to enroll either at a study site or online. It also provides genomic profiling data and treatment recommendations to patients as well as physicians.
16 ALCMI Young Lung Study 2 Because this trial was created in response to patient-identified needs and included the patient voice in all phases of trial development, it accrued 30 patients in the first two weeks.
17 Petition to FDA Patients, clinicians, and researchers can also collaborate on regulatory issues that impact clinical trials.  While working with a laboratory director at the University of Colorado, Dr. Dara Aisner, I realized that patients like me who had a genomic cancer variation might be unable to access essential testing under the FDA’s proposed regulations for laboratory developed tests.  By collaborating with medical professionals, I was able to help lung cancer advocacy groups submit comments to the FDA, and draft an online petition that collected over 700 signatures in less than three days. You can still sign the petition, by the way. https://www.change.org/p/protect-patient-access-to-precision-medicine-tell-fda-to-withdraw-proposed-ldt-regulations
18 CTTI The Clinical Trials Transformation Initiative, which seeks to increase the quality and efficiency of clinical trials, recognizes the patient voice must be included when defining the precision medicine landscape. http://www.ctti-clinicaltrials.org/home
19 Where to Find Epatients If you’re interested in finding epatients for collaboration, there are many places you can look for them.  Here’s where they may be hiding.

20 Obama Quote When President Obama announced the Precision Medicine Initiative, he said:”Patient advocates are not going to be on the sidelines. It’s not going to be an afterthought. They’re going to help us build this initiative from the ground up.”  He recognized the importance of including patient voices early in the design process. To be successful in the age of precision medicine, oncology researchers must collaborate with patients.
21 Thank You I hope I’ve encouraged further collaboration between cancer epatients, researchers, and industry. It will create faster paths to cancer cures.  Thank you for inviting me to share an epatient perspective at this symposium.

Call to Action: Proposed FDA Regulations Could Limit Cancer Patient Access to Life-Saving Therapies

This article first appeared on my February 1, 2015, blog for Cure Today Magazine.  Reprinted here with permission.
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As posted in a recent CURE article, the US Food and Drug Administration (FDA) has proposed draft regulations titled “Framework for Regulatory Oversight of Laboratory Developed Tests (LDTs).”  The FDA should withdraw this proposed framework because it could limit cancer patient access to potentially life-saving therapies.

Metastatic cancer patients have waited years for the hope that targeted therapies and genomic testing are now giving us. Don’t let the FDA throttle our hope. Knowledge of cancer genomics and proteins is evolving faster than government regulation can move.

Of course, we all want LDTs to be as validated, accurate and clinically relevant as possible. However, we also want the laboratories where these clinical testing services are performed to be able to exercise the flexibility, innovation and medical judgment necessary for good outcomes in thousands of cancer patients.  This isn’t possible with the proposed FDA regulations.

Please sign the change.org petition at http://chn.ge/1uN2e2Z, and ask your friends and family to sign. If you or a loved one has benefited from molecular or genomic testing, please say so in the comments.  The petition and its comments will be submitted to the FDA as an official comment. The more signatures we have, the stronger our voice will be.

Here is a specific example of patient harm these proposed regulations might cause, taken from my own journey with metastatic ROS1-positive non-small lung cancer (NSCLC).

I live near Seattle. Because I was able to send my slides to University of Colorado for ROS1 testing, and my slides tested positive for ROS1, I was able to take crizotinib and achieve two years (and counting) of No Evidence of Disease. LDTs for ROS1 have been validated by medical research and have given many patients months or years of extra time.

Under the proposed regulations, some patients might have to travel to a distant or out-of-network medical facility to get the existing ROS1 test and receive treatment for their ROS1 cancer. In addition, some labs might stop offering the test because of the lengthy and cost-prohibitive process to obtain FDA approval. A medically validated test that is currently saving lives may become inaccessible to future lung cancer patients. The proposed FDA regulations would have effectively interfered with the practice of medicine.

Getting the best diagnostic and treatment outcomes from available cancer specimens relies of the practice of medicine, particularly the judgment and skill of pathologists, molecular pathologists and other molecular laboratory professionals.  The use and safety of LDTs can’t be regulated in the same manner as self-contained medical devices such as stents, or commercial test kits that come with pre-defined instructions.  Yet that is how the proposed regulations treat LDTs.

All cancer patients should have access to clinically validated tests that can help decide the best course of treatment.  Please sign the petition to tell the FDA to withdraw its proposed regulations.

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A more detailed version of my ROS1 example:

ROS1-rearranged non-small cell lung cancer (NSCLC) testing and treatment with crizotinib are recommended in National Comprehensive Cancer Network guidelines because crizotinib, an FDA-approved drug for ALK-positive NSCLC, “showed marked antitumor activity” against ROS1 NSCLC, with a 72 percent  response rate in clinical trials—one of the highest response rates of any lung cancer drug—and a duration of response that exceeds 17.6 months.  Crizotinib is currently available off-label for ROS1 NSCLC through most insurance companies because of its strong clinical evidence of effectiveness.  Since most cancer treatment facilities do not offer an LDT for ROS1, they send slides to one of several CLIA-approved laboratories for testing, and treat ROS1-positive patients at home with crizotinib. Because no FDA-approved companion test exists for ROS1, any non-FDA approved LDT used to detect the ROS1 rearrangement would fall under the “LDT for Unmet Needs” exemption — IF the LDT is ONLY used for patients within the laboratory’s healthcare system. Therefore, any lung cancer patient whose home clinic does not offer ROS1 testing would have to either send specimens to a laboratory with an FDA-approved ROS1 LDT (none are available at present), or travel for diagnosis and treatment to a facility that offers a ROS1 LDT within its healthcare system–even if the patient’s insurance doesn’t cover that system.  Many patients may not be able to travel to another healthcare facility for ROS1 testing and treatment because they might be too sick, or face work, family, or financial constraints (insurance doesn’t cover travel expenses).  Thus, under the proposed regulations, some future ROS1 patients would not be able to get crizotinib treatment, even though that treatment is available today at their home cancer clinic.

Another example from lung cancer:

Under the proposed regulations, when using an FDA-approved companion test kit (currently available for EGFR and ALK NSCLC), any change in equipment, reagents, or patient specimen type must be submitted to the FDA and obtain the FDA’s approval before it can be offered to patients. Currently patients who have little tumor tissue (a common problem in lung cancer) can sometimes be tested for ALK based on cells obtained from pleural fluid or lymph nodes. Under the proposed regulations, only tumor tissue could be tested for ALK (that’s what the FDA-approved test kit requires) unless laboratories submit their modified ALK LDT for FDA approval. Also, published medical research has demonstrated that sometimes patients test negative for ALK using the FDA-approved test, but those patients may test positive using alternative, validated testing methods (such as genomic sequencing) and respond well to crizotinib. Under the new regulations, those alternative testing methods won’t be allowed unless they obtain FDA approval.  Lung cancer patients who don’t have enough tumor tissue would either go without testing, or undergo risky biopsies in hopes of obtaining enough tumor tissue.

Image credit:  “Researcher looks through microscope (2)” by Rhoda Baer. Licensed under Public Domain via Wikimedia Commons.

#LCSM Chat Topic 1/15 at 8PM ET: “Should the FDA Regulate Which Cancer Tests You Can Have?”

The US Food and Drug Administration (FDA) announced its intention to regulate laboratory developed tests.  Under the FDA’s proposed Framework for Regulatory Oversight of Laboratory Developed Tests (LDTs) — which treats LDTs as medical devices and healthcare providers as manufacturers — laboratories would have to submit applications for expensive premarket review for thousands of LDTs if they wish to continue offering them to patients.  This could limit access to life-saving genomic testing for patients who have cancer and other conditions treatable with targeted drugs.

This Thursday, January 15, 2015, at 8 PM Eastern, the subject for #LCSM Chat will be “Should the FDA regulate which cancer tests you can have?”  We invite patients, caregivers, doctors, researchers, professional societies, advocates, and regulators in all cancer communities to participate in this discussion.  Your moderator will be Janet Freeman-Daily.

Our discussion topics:

  • T1: What info about an LDT would give you confidence that it accurately identifies cancer or treatable mutations?
  • T2: Does FDA approval ensure accuracy and usefulness of LDTs? What other info/oversight could do this?
  • T3: Would FDA regulation of LDTs interfere with the practice of medicine?
  • T4: Should only FDA-approved LDTs be used to guide treatment of cancer patients?  Why or why not?

Background information about subject is below.

We look forward to seeing you Thursday 1/15 at 8 PM.  Please be sure to include #LCSM in your tweets to participate in the chat.  For more about how to participate, see our #LCSM Chat Primer.

 

BACKGROUND

Laboratory developed tests (LDTs) are developed, validated, performed and interpreted by trained professionals in hospital, academic, and commercial laboratories.  Examples of important LDTs for lung cancer patients include blood tests (blood count, liver function, cancer biomarkers), identification of biopsied cell types (e.g., adenocarcinoma, small cell lung cancer), molecular tests (EGFR, ALK, ROS1), and genomic panels (which can test for over 200 cancer-causing gene mutations and rearrangements from one set of tissue samples).  While some tests are automated, the results of these tests often depend on the judgment and skills of medical professionals such as MD pathologists or PhD scientists.  Cancer-related LDTs are often developed at the request of (and in consultation with) oncologists to allow physicians to tailor treatments for their patients.

LDTs that are performed in your hospital’s lab or commercial labs (like Foundation Medicine) typically are not regulated by the FDA.  However, labs are regulated and certified by the Centers for Medicare and Medicaid Services through Clinical Laboratory Improvement Amendments (CLIA), state health agencies, and organizations such as the College of American Pathologists.  They also participate in programs such as proficiency testing to ensure accuracy.

Unlike LDTs, tests that are boxed and shipped to other labs and professionals contain all of the components and information necessary to perform the test outside of the laboratory in which it was designed and manufactured.  Because they are manufactured by a company and not developed and validated by health professionals as part of a medical service, test kits are regulated by the FDA. The BRAF test manufactured by Roche is an example of an FDA-regulated kit.

Under the proposed framework for regulation of LDTs, the FDA would regulate LDTs just as they would medical devices such as stents, blood glucose monitors or hip replacements.  Regulations would vary depending on risk categories, with tests that determine patient treatments considered as “high risk.”  If this proposal were finalized, in many cases laboratories would have to pull their LDTs from their list of patient services or submit them for review by the FDA.

At first glance, FDA regulation of LDTs might seem like a good idea.  The number of commercially available LDTs to detect mutations in cancer tissue has exploded from a handful in 2011 to dozens today.  Some people argue we need regulations to protect vulnerable patients, citing as one example the Ovasure LDT for early detection of ovarian cancer, which the FDA forced off the market in 2008.  The test aimed to detect specific proteins in the blood that, when analyzed via a mathematical algorithm, could determine whether the patient had ovarian cancer.  However, the LDT was marketed before its accuracy was validated in a large group of patients.  As a result, Ovasure false positives caused some women to have their ovaries removed when they did not actually have ovarian cancer.  We need to prevent such things from happening, right?

Yes, we want LDTs to be as accurate and clinically useful as possible.  But FDA regulation will not change the fact that ALL tests, whether an LDT or test kit, occasionally have false readings.  Early in my cancer journey, a blood test said my blood glucose was 30-something (normal range is 70-120).  The doctor called me late at night, concerned that I was seriously ill (if not dead).  I was fine.  The test result was incorrect.

The FDA held a workshop on the proposed regulations on January 8-9, 2015 (see agenda day 1 and day 2 videos).  During the two days of presentations, several issues were raised :

  • PACE of scientific discovery: Our knowledge of cancer-causing genes, how they affect the body, and ways of detecting them is evolving rapidly. FDA regulations move slowly; approvals usually takes years.
  • VARIETY of labs producing LDTs: Some large for-profit labs that offer genomic tests might be able to afford the cost of additional personnel and fees to comply with proposed FDA regulations. Smaller labs such as those associated with hospitals might not be able to absorb the additional costs and might be forced to close.
  • SCOPE of tests: Determining which LDTs to perform, validating results, and applying the results to treatment is the practice of medicine, which the FDA is prohibited from regulating. Also, the FDA seeks to regulate LDTs as medical devices, but laboratory professionals claim LDTs are not medical devices because they involve medical judgment.

Our understanding of existing oncogenes (ALK, EGFR, BRAF, etc.) and their associated targeted therapies continues to evolve even after the FDA approves companion tests to detect targetable mutations.  It’s not unusual for an LDT to be developed that detects a new variation of an oncogene not detected by the FDA-approved test.  Must cancer patients wait years until the FDA approves the new LDT before they can receive an effective targeted therapy?  Most stage IV cancer patients can’t afford to wait that long.

Here’s an example of how pace, variety, and scope can make a difference for patients.  In a presentation to the FDA on January 8, University of Colorado pathologist Dara Aisner, MD, PhD, shared the following:

“This Kaplan-Meier Curve demonstrates survival benefit for patients with metastatic melanoma treated with vemurafinib [vs dacarbazine] when they have an ‘atypical’ mutation – V600K.  Of note, 34% of the V600K mutation positive patients in this cohort were classified as NEGATIVE by an FDA approved assay and were only detected using a non-FDA approved assay. … This is an example of the clinical validity that evolves rapidly with time.  Determining clinical validity is the physician’s job.”

 Survival Analysis of patients with BRAF V600K mutation

As you can see from this example, restricting the targeted therapy vemurafinib only to patients identified by the FDA-approved test would have prevented many patients from receiving effective treatment.  The current FDA approval process takes years, is resource intensive, and could potentially interfere with the practice of medicine.  Dr. Aisner has stated that if the FDA’s proposed regulations are enacted, her lab at the University of Colorado might have to close or at least stop providing many of its tests.

Another example: the current FDA-approved test for detecting ALK rearrangements in lung cancer is only approved for testing biopsied tumor tissue.  If a patient doesn’t have sufficient biopsied tissue for testing, sometimes other sources of cells (such as fluid collected from a pleural effusion or a lymph node) can provide enough cells for ALK testing.  Many labs have independently validated the test on such specimens.  However, under the proposed FDA regulations, testing these alternative specimens would no longer be allowed unless a lab submits the test to the FDA and obtains its approval.  As a result, some lung cancer patients would have more limited options for testing, and might require additional, potentially dangerous biopsies in order to obtain tumor tissue.

Note that the proposed regulations include an exemption for LDTs for unmet needs that would allow the use of non-FDA reviewed LDTs when no approved LDT is available for the condition.  For instance, ROS1 NSCLC (my diagnosis) does not have an approved LDT, so patients could be tested with an unapproved LDT.

This proposed regulation has the potential to prevent targeted therapy treatment for thousands of patients with cancers and other diseases.  We hope you’ll join us for #LCSM Chat on Thursday January 15 at 8 PM.

Comment period for the proposed FDA Framework for Regulation of Laboratory Developed Tests (LDTs) closes on February 2, 2015. Please let the FDA know what you think by submitting your comments ASAP to http://www.regulations.gov (be sure to include the docket number FDA-2011-D-0360).  You can also submit comments electronically here.

REFERENCES

Overview Articles:

Opinions Divided on Proposed FDA LDT Regulations (Genetic Engineering and Biotechnology News)

To regulate or not: FDA hears arguments on medical tests (New England Center for Investigative Reporting)

 

Supporting the FDA’s Proposed Framework:

Advamed (medical device manufacturer’s trade association)

American Association of Cancer Research

American Cancer Society Cancer Action Network, American Heart Association, and Ovarian Cancer National Alliance

American Society of Clinical Oncology

Journal of American Medical Association (yes)

 

Opposing the FDA’s Proposed Framework:

American Clinical Laboratory Association

ARUP Laboratories

Association for Molecular Pathology (white paper)

Joint Letter to FDA (signed by 51 organizations, societies, and laboratory directors)

Journal of American Medical Association (no)

 

Kate’s Journey

Friend and science fiction author David D. Levine blogged on 29-Dec-2014 about his wife Kate Yule’s “Journey” into Cancerland. Kate, who is adept at learning new languages, had recently undergone a craniotomy for a malignant brain tumor and is now dealing with aphasia. David gave me permission to share what he wrote.  [This appeared January 5, 2015, on my CURE Today blog.]

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JOURNEY

She has landed in a country she never intended to visit, on a flight she does not even remember having boarded.

She is an experienced traveler. Frequent flyer, passport full of stamps, culinarily adventurous, multilingual. Learning foreign languages is what she does for fun. She is not ready to be here.

It was a rough landing. She is still trembling.

She has not done her research — places to stay, things to do, people to see. This is very much unlike her. But the computers here are strange, incomprehensible. The keyboard is subtly different; it looks the same, but when she places her fingers on the keys she cannot even type her name. Her Google searches are redirected to a localized version.

The language barrier is the worst part. She can understand the people and the signage, mostly, but none of them seem to comprehend English. Instead, she must try to speak a language she has never studied — a language with strange grammar and inexplicable lacunae, lacking words for many common things. How could you not have a word for — ?

Her husband, her flying partner, is with her, which is a comfort. But though he is patient and helpful, he too must be addressed in the local language. Their friends sometimes travel here for a visit, but they share the same communication barrier and they depart far too soon.

This is an expensive place to visit, she knows. Fortunately this is not a problem for her. She is keenly aware that many others would be financially destroyed by this journey. They stay in the nicest hotels. The food is sometimes terrible.

They visit the American consulate every day. The staff are friendly, considerate, polite, helpful… but they cannot give her what she needs, which is a visa to return home. So sorry. Sign this form, sit here, take this pill. Maybe in a few weeks. The local government is difficult, fickle, intractable. Many travelers do not return.

She comes back again the next day, and the next.

She works to learn the language.

There is yet hope.

Dying the Best Death – It’s Not Cancer

dying flower

Richard Smith wrote a New Years Eve opinion on The BMJ blog titled Dying of Cancer Is the Best Death. Early in the piece, he asks, “How do you want to die? You must think about it.”

As a metastatic lung cancer patient, I have spent significant time thinking about my death, which will likely come sooner rather than later.  I believe it’s important for people to accept death as a part of life and discuss end-of-life preferences with loved ones while life is still pleasant.

But Smith’s piece is not about awareness of death and treatment options.  It is about the best way to die.  And Smith gets it entirely wrong. I cannot accept his conclusion that cancer is the best death.

In Smith’s admittedly romanticized vision, a dying cancer patient “…can say goodbye, reflect on your life, leave last messages, perhaps visit special places for a last time, listen to favourite pieces of music, read loved poems, and prepare, according to your beliefs, to meet your maker or enjoy eternal oblivion …it is achievable with love, morphine, and whisky. “

The reality is that death from cancer often does not conform to Smith’s vision.  Death by cancer happens when tumors cut off your air supply, compress your heart so it can’t beat properly, block your gut so you can’t eat, cause organ failure, erode your bones, press on nerves, or destroy bits of your brain so you can’t control your body or think properly.  Sound painful?  Without pain medication – sometimes even WITH morphine and whisky – it is.  Yet according to the European Society for Medical Oncology, the majority of people in the world who die of metastatic cancer are NOT given the option to receive pain medication such as morphine. “Among patients with terminal cancer, 80% are estimated to experience moderate to severe pain due to inequitable access to medicine.” And this isn’t happening only in third world countries.

Not all forms of cancer give patients the luxury of time to set their affairs in order, resolve family issues, or tackle that bucket list.  In my too-familiar world of lung cancer, the majority of patients are diagnosed when the disease has already spread to the brain or other organs.  Among the lung cancer patients I’ve come to know online through their own posts or those of their caregivers, death can claim patients before they have established financial security for their family, raised their children, finished college — or even had time to recognize that they are dying. Many linger after they’ve lost the ability to do what they love, communicate, or think clearly. Most will eventually find themselves dependent on others for their basic needs while still aware of the emotional and financial stresses their illness imposes on their loved ones.

This is not the death I would prefer.

And then, Smith tacks on his ulterior motive: “But stay away from overambitious oncologists, and let’s stop wasting billions trying to cure cancer, potentially leaving us to die a much more horrible death.”

Wow.  If you follow this reasoning to its logical conclusion, we need no medical profession.  You’re going to die at some point, and being cured of one disease just means you’re going to die of something nastier later.  When you get sick, just take the morphine and whisky and get it over with.  Too bad we wasted our resources discovering antibiotics that cured the top three killers in the USA in 1900:  pneumonia/influenza, tuberculosis, and gastrointestinal infections.  Now people must die of heart disease or cancer instead.

**Deep breath**

I’ve lived long enough to know what different kinds of death look like.  A parent died from dementia over a decade.  Friends were struck down quickly by accidents or sudden sickness.  Other friends have dealt with organ failure, cycling in and out of good health.  And too many in my online and real life community have died of cancer.  Some metastatic cancer patients pursued clinical trials and aggressive treatments in search of a cure, while for others, solely palliative care was a brave and appropriate choice.  Ultimately, only the patient can decide which approach to treatment is the best for them.  Thanks to cancer research, most have some options, and some (like me) live comfortably for years.

Few of us know for certain how or when our death will come.  It would be lovely if Richard Smith’s idyllic vision of cancer death were true:  we could all know when death was near, take time to prepare, then take a pill and die comfortably.  Those who live in states that support death with dignity can actually make that choice, but most just have to wait for the credits to know how their story will end.

If I could choose my form of death, I would live each day with full awareness, do and say what’s important while I can, enjoy life and my loved ones as much as possible, and die quickly in my sleep.

I would not choose cancer.  If I could choose.

2014 in review

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Here’s an excerpt:

The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 40,000 times in 2014. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 15 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.

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Escaping the Shadow

The holiday season can be difficult for cancer patients and their loved ones. It’s tough to be merry while dealing with treatment side effects or wondering whether one will be alive this time next year.
By the end of November this year, I’d hit a low point. My energy had waned, oppressed by the shorter days and gray skies of Seattle and a general sense of ill health. My cough had increased, stirring fears of recurrence. My writing muse had burned out after weeks of intensive Lung Cancer Awareness Month activities.

Then, within one week, two lung cancer buddies died, and a third friend died of metastatic breast cancer days after being diagnosed. I kept vigil with her family as her lungs failed from obstructive pneumonia–a scenario that was far too familiar. The shadow of my own Ghost of Christmas Future loomed, and holiday lights did nothing to brighten it.

In a rare moment of prescience last summer, my family had planned the perfect remedy for me … read more on my Cure Today blog

Club Regina balcony view

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Lessons Learned on a Yucatán Vacation

Tulum ruins and beach

  • Arriving at the Cancun airport requires tolerance for chaos.  On the other hand, it’s a great place to meet persuasive people who want to take you places.
  • Treat all red octagonal “ALTO” road signs as recommendations.
  • Hearing “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” simultaneously with the pounding of ocean surf on fine sand creates serious cognitive dissonance.
  •  (air conditioning)+(incomplete door seal)+(tropical thunderstorm) = damp musty bedding
  • 92% relative humidity leaves fascinating streaks in excess sunscreen.
  • Uncontrolled experiments prove UBF50 swimwear protects you longer in the ocean than the waterproof sunscreen you put on your face.
  • Standing in the surf provides a feast of sensory delights — if you keep your mouth shut.
  • White sand beaches migrate into hotel rooms.
  • A Spanish-English dictionary app radically reduces time spent ordering and shopping for food.
  • When boiling tap water for drinking the next morning, the kitchen timer is your friend.
  • Tropical tours that depart early in the morning will reduce exposure to heat and cheap souvenirs.
  • Lisa Simpson becomes an alto in Spanish. That’s just wrong.
  • According to my blistered toes, those newly-rediscovered sandals I packed were lost for a reason.
  • Every breakfast buffet should feature chocolate sauce for omelets.
  • Departing from the Cancun airport requires running an upscale shopping gauntlet.
  • Ending a tropical vacation with an aerial view of the Northern Lights is pure awesomeness.

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Tulum Ruins and Beach by Janet Freeman-Daily is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License.

Joe Cocker Dies from Lung Cancer

Although I’m saddened by his death, I’m glad Joe Cocker’s obituary stated lung cancer as the cause of death. Only when prominent people are brave enough to admit they have lung cancer (despite the stigma) will the public realize the prevalence of the biggest cancer killer. All you need to get lung cancer are lungs.

RIP, Joe.